1.3 When it all starts to unfold

Days after days came by, assignments got harder, and I had to deal with a lot of problems. First of all, I found that all of the guys are not happy. How was I supposed to react to that? I couldn’t just leave Katharine all alone and not knowing what is going on. Since the middle of the term, Katharine told me something important. Yes, we had a heart to heart talk and we poured our hearts out. With no doubt, I knew there was something going on. My best friend is interested at someone, and that person is probably interested too. I warned Brandon before he starts to really get attached with his feelings, to re-think about what his actions are going to be.

Brandon just went through with it. Now you would think that they got together. But, wait. There was another character that kind of has a role in my dating life. There’s Jack. He’s a nice guy with a tall posture and also uses glasses. He asked me out on a date. I didn’t really say yes at first. When I was about to answer him, which was around 3 weeks later, he said “it’s okay. I would already assume that you reject me” but instead I said “okay. I’ll go out with you”. Turns out that I wasn’t that into him, and I didn’t really feel like going out on the day itself, so I had to cancel. I feel bad but then, what can I do?

Throughout the term, we as a group take walks, or just me and George, or by themselves. The weather was nice but the vibe that it gives out almost by the end of term wasn’t pleasant. George and Brandon got into a few arguments sometimes. Victor becomes emotional. I, too, was very emotional. I was a bi-weekly writer for the math news. All my entries were rants of how I like John and how hard it is just to tell him how much I feel about him.

1.2 Another Chapter started

A few weeks passed by, and one day after class, I dropped by a room on the 3rd floor which they called Mathsoc. It’s actually the mathematics society. I saw someone that I know, Paul. He asked if I would like to sign up for a locker. “Would you like to sign up for a locker?” and shyly I said “is it free?” and Paul, as kind as he is, said yes. Then somehow I was drawn into hanging out in this big office where there were a lot of people around. It is not very clean but also not very dirty. The people there looked very friendly and knew each other. So, I started hanging out at the Mathsoc with Katharine because she called one day and asked where I was and she found me in that room.

From there, I started to know a lot more people and my shyness started to disappear. I became more comfortable around other people and I was able to speak up too. Slowly, I started to know George, and then Brandon, then Victor. We always hang out with them every single night. We stayed at Mathsoc until 11 pm and the 4 of them would always walk me home because I live at the other direction from their house. As for John, after the middle of the term came, I rarely saw him anymore.

That night when we were supposed to have a shift together, I was too scared to stand by him. My friend, Brenda, said that I can just follow her instead if I’m too scared. But I stayed. We talked a bit that night, but didn’t really get to know him that well. I was too shy. After orientation week ended, it was official that I really have this huge crush with John and I can’t just forget about him. It was hard. But then, school started, assignments started pouring in, and I have a lot of stuff running through my mind. Can he be mine? Does he like me? All of these questions were driving me insane.

1.1 The Introduction

As I walked down the hallway of the 3^rd floor of the math building, it started to come back to me of what had happened in the past few weeks. All the drama, all the happiness and the sadness. My name is Jacqueline. I have a best friend named Katharine and we really like to share a lot with each other. I’ve known her for almost 8 months now and we just understand each other. Let’s go back to a few months back, when some of our friends haven’t moved out of town for their coop term.

I wasn’t a part of anything at that time and I was just hanging out with another bunch of friends that I met during orientation week. I was an orientation leader and really had fun doing it. I met this boy, John. He has the dreamiest face that you could ever think of. His tall figure makes it so irresistible to just forget him like that. I like how his hair goes when the wind blows. His glasses don’t make him look geeky at all and that’s how I like it. I was hanging out with one of the orientation leaders, Margaret, that night. I was jokingly telling her how I would like to be set up on a date with John just because Margaret knows one of John’s friends, David. The next night, everyone except John knew that I have a crush on him. I hinted at John, but it was not as obvious at that time.