1.3 When it all starts to unfold

Days after days came by, assignments got harder, and I had to deal with a lot of problems. First of all, I found that all of the guys are not happy. How was I supposed to react to that? I couldn’t just leave Katharine all alone and not knowing what is going on. Since the middle of the term, Katharine told me something important. Yes, we had a heart to heart talk and we poured our hearts out. With no doubt, I knew there was something going on. My best friend is interested at someone, and that person is probably interested too. I warned Brandon before he starts to really get attached with his feelings, to re-think about what his actions are going to be.

Brandon just went through with it. Now you would think that they got together. But, wait. There was another character that kind of has a role in my dating life. There’s Jack. He’s a nice guy with a tall posture and also uses glasses. He asked me out on a date. I didn’t really say yes at first. When I was about to answer him, which was around 3 weeks later, he said “it’s okay. I would already assume that you reject me” but instead I said “okay. I’ll go out with you”. Turns out that I wasn’t that into him, and I didn’t really feel like going out on the day itself, so I had to cancel. I feel bad but then, what can I do?

Throughout the term, we as a group take walks, or just me and George, or by themselves. The weather was nice but the vibe that it gives out almost by the end of term wasn’t pleasant. George and Brandon got into a few arguments sometimes. Victor becomes emotional. I, too, was very emotional. I was a bi-weekly writer for the math news. All my entries were rants of how I like John and how hard it is just to tell him how much I feel about him.