That night when we were supposed to have a shift together, I was too scared to stand by him. My friend, Brenda, said that I can just follow her instead if I’m too scared. But I stayed. We talked a bit that night, but didn’t really get to know him that well. I was too shy. After orientation week ended, it was official that I really have this huge crush with John and I can’t just forget about him. It was hard. But then, school started, assignments started pouring in, and I have a lot of stuff running through my mind. Can he be mine? Does he like me? All of these questions were driving me insane.