3.2 now it's slowly starting to grow...

After Christian answered my question, everyone went back to whatever they were doing earlier. Some were playing card games and some were just lounging around. I felt very embarrassed and left the office with my iPod on hand. I rushed out and went to the comfy lounge. I took a chair and sat there while listening to a very sad song. I didn’t know what to do. I felt like something wrong was going to happen since Christian would already have the feeling of knowing that I like him. I cried. It was hard; although I was hoping that someone would search for me. I went to the washroom after wards. I washed up and came back to the office. I talked to Lisa after I came back from the washroom about what happened. She said that probably people were trying to give me some space that’s why they didn’t run out to find me. So I felt much better but Christian saw me with my red eyes. He just looked at me and then continued playing his game.

So, last Monday, February 2, I was talking a lot to Victoria and Gary about Christian. I told Vicky about how confused I was because of his answer. So I gathered my courage to ask him again, and this time in private, in the exec office. He kind of knew it was coming. I nervously asked him the same question again.
“Remember that question that I asked you before. If I were to tell you that I like you, would you go out with me?”

Without hesitation, he said yes. This was the second time. But this was a different case. No one was around pressuring him. So then when I was about to open the door, he asked me if there was something that I wanted to tell him. I shyly said no. Then, I pulled his arm back and asked him the same question that he asked me. He said no and left to the Mathsoc office. Victoria came back to the exec office. She said that she saw Christian going back to the office, smiled and sat down on his chair.