Tuesday, May 5, 2009

3.1 uh oh... what have you done?

In the morning, I only saw William. I asked him the question and he said that he would be happy because someone was interested in him. But I didn’t know by doing that, it misled him into thinking that I like him. I found out about this through Gary. I felt guilty, yet, happy at the same time since what girl wouldn't want a guy to like her. Then in the afternoon, I talked to Christian through msn asking him why he wasn’t in the office. I knew that he was in class but I just pretended to not know anything. I got very excited and so I told Katharine how I was just talking to “boat”.

I left the office for the washroom since it wasn't time for Christian to come back from class. I thought that there was no harm in leaving the office. Out of nowhere, when I came back, George and Katharine said “Jackie, look who is here”. George had already asked Christian if he was talking to me earlier. They were so eager to know who “boat” is. I was not really happy about it. After wards, I told George that I was going to ask Christian the same question I asked William earlier. He said “it depends on my status”. George said “well with your status now”. So Christian was shy because everyone were staring at him. Then, people stopped looking at him to give him some space and I was just beside him waiting for his answer. He said yes and smiled. My heart started pumping fast, and I had this feeling of happiness running through me.

I was happy but confused at the same time. Was it an honest yes? Or was it just an answer because there were a lot of people around us?

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